Just to relieve some thoughts…
…I have done sexual things in the past that I probably should have not done, but it happened. At first, I don’t like it, but then when I really think about it, I’m glad it did happen because it has opened me up as a person strangly enough. I am still a virgin shockingly enough since I am VERY sensitive about who I want to give that up to. I didn’t even “hook-up” with a lot of guys either. Like literally 2 or 3. I say 2 because one of them was kinda an accident I consider. Don’t wanna get into detail. But basically, I have been craving sexual attention a lot lately and it made me realize something:
I want a guy that is sweet, loving, caring, gentle, kind, trustworthy and respectful, but can also be very good in the bedroom experienced by a lot, little or even none if that’s the case.
So I’m just gonna let God help me find that guy for me any way possible.
And the other thing is that I would let a guy know about my past the way it comes out and I would want them to be open about their’s with me. I believe that is a key part of a relationship especially if that will show if you want to start a relationship with that person and it’s so drama doesn’t wind-up happening later on. Kind of like baggage. But with me, I hope the guy would accept me for what I did and still give me a chance. That would mean SO MUCH to me.
That is all.
